Bleh... (cryptic)

[nowalmart]

So yeah...

Yeah...

What else is there to say, really?

When thoughts, much less even words, cannot accurately describe how you are feeling.

Who knows...

If only...

At one time I thought I knew. Now I am not sure at all.

What would I do if I could go back a year? Three years? Five years? Ten years?

Who would I be now?

One day I am going to sit down and write out a description of some "If only..." possibilities.

Decisions that, at the time, were not right or wrong. Decisions that escape the 20/20 of hindsight.

What if I had made a left instead of a right?

I normally do not like getting bogged down in regretting past decisions and, indeed, I do not. I trust myself to know that I made the best decision I could at the time with the information at the time. However, I do wonder if I have a lot to learn from my past decisions. If I can notice a trend of results based on past decisions, then maybe I can change future decisions in order to come up with better results in the future.

I might start on that list tonight.

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Re: Finally responding...

[bigpeteb.livejournal.com]

I guess those are always the hardest things to wonder about, trying to figure out not whether things would be better or worse, but just how they'd be different. It can keep you up at night, if you let it...